not another one again

yes, another one to go, another wedding to attend, how fun. not. don't get me wrong, i'm always truly happy for these happy couples. i'm never gloomy nor a wet blanket when attending weddings either. it's just that, i've a pretty bad habit of trying to analyse the entire situation inside my head, to question, to be doubtful, to be cynical, to bring up all the past case studies i did in my family psychology class... to be with one person only for your entire life? that's a really huge thing to decide on isn't it? and if you're thinking that getting out of it with a divorce is just as simple, why get "married" in the legal sense, with all the paper documentation nonsense and shiat etc. to deal with in the first place?

i think maybe it's the state of my family that makes the word "marriage" terribly terribly nauseating for me.....

some therapy work in store huh :p